And, I must admit that so far from before and beyond my "awakening," I have not heard any voices, seen any mythical creatures, had any uncontrollable urges to do something stupid, talked to myself, talked to animals, sh-t my pants, or anything else that may be considered weird.

Everything is exactly the same, except I see through the deception. Or at least the thing nobody wants to talk about. Whatever you call this thing.

(does it have a name?)

   well I'll be darned it does have a name. And yeah I'm ready to investigate this. In fact, I'm really really really really chomping at the bit to investigate this because this is SERIOUSLY FUCT UP TO ANYONE WITH A BRAIN